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    September 28

    Talking about ' My Wife's wish....'

    如果我只有一年的生命,我应该做点什么?
    如果爱我的人们只有一年的生命,我又该为他们做些什么?

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    ' My Wife's wish....'
     
    灰蒙蒙的阴雨星期天,老豆出去做生意,我就赖在床上盘算着应该干些什么事情让这个周末不浪费,隐隐约约的觉得自己应该出去逛街...但决心不大,很多别的想法让我磨磨蹭蹭,快到下午了还没起床。打开电视,正在播 ‘X Factor'海选, 像国内的超女歌唱比赛,但是人家这里是男女老少美的丑的都让参加。 一个中年男人和一个给老女人(应该是奶奶)抱着的女娃娃轻轻 kiss 后就轻松的走进 Audition。 四个裁判一如既往的问普通问题: 什么名字,为何来这里....
     
    这个男人以比较快的速度回答道:It's my wife's wish...she always pushed me and said "You should do this, you should do this...' For a few years in the past, I always had excuse not to come.....’  这种答案好像常常听到。但是, 他接着说 : " unfortunately last year we had a baby girl and my wife passed way while giving birth to the baby..Life is too short...." SHOCKING! 他说的并不悲伤,但是,四个评判坐在那里表情一下子齐刷刷的愣住了,凝固在那里...隔了半分钟过后,裁判们才开始让他开口唱。不是因为可怜而给同情分,他唱得真的很很很好,而且很让人感动。台上的两个女评判都忍不住热泪涌下,另外两个男评判也给感动了,连那个最最挑剔的评判也不得不说: "I actually think you sang well " ” Your wife would be very proud of you"
     
    当然,最后这个男人就得到4个 Pass,然后带着这个好消息欣喜若狂的走出 Auditoin room,抱起他那个不到一岁的小女儿,遗憾的是旁边缺一个肯定会非常自豪的wife......
     
    一睁开眼睛就看到这个场景,不免让我这个常常以物喜,以己悲的小人物在这gloomy的天气下更觉得blues
     
    于是赶紧穿好衣服,背上包包,装上信用卡,出门了..... Life can be very short, 不要把钱都留在银行发霉,不要把遗憾留到身后....
     

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    "人永远行走在路上,对于一个旅者来说,所认识的每一个人、所经历的每一份感情,都是旅途中的风景。
    有些风景,令你流连忘返,你恨不能将其永久占有。可事实上,占有是根本不可能的,你永远都是你,风景也永远都是风景。
    你只能在某一个时期内,与这风景达成某些默契,你投身其中也融入其中。"

    --这是某天看到别人的一段话,很有感触而且觉得好像就是自己心灵的写照。

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    August 23

    “那时候我们没有钱,但我们有爱情。”

    “那时候我们没有钱,但我们有爱情。”

    Shit, but I have to say it is so true.

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    剩女郎&再入川
    昨天跟朋友一道去人艺小剧场看了《剩女郎》,不错,推荐!
    里面颇有一些贴近生活又经典诙谐的语录,不过我印象最深刻的还是那一句
    “那时候我们没有钱,但我们有爱情。”


    April 05

    现在prison break在热播

     

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    读博士与坐牢
    1. 都是因为一时糊涂或一时冲动,或是对於名利财富的贪婪欲望,错误的选择了这条道路。
    2. 进来先接受教育。
    3. 所有人都分在不同的队伍里:读博叫课题组,监狱叫监区或大队。
    4. 必须参与劳动:读博是脑力的(当然也有体力活);监狱是体力的,报酬当然是极少的,基本都是勉强糊口。
    5. 里面的人都只有一个目的:早点出去。
    6. 在里面表现好的才可以早出去,当然是极少数:读博叫提前毕业,监狱叫减刑;表现一般的就只有按计划进行:读博叫按期毕业,监狱叫刑满释放;表现差的只好多呆一阵子:读博的叫延期,监狱叫加刑。
    7. 在里面的日子也有不同,读博的如果能遇上个好导师,坐牢的如果能遇到个好管教,生活可能会好过些。反之就要加倍痛苦了。
    8. 中间会有比较弱的家伙实在熬不住的话,读博的就直接退学了,坐牢的就越狱了。
    9. 但大多数人只好在里面呆著了,盼望着那天早点到来。
    10. 出去那天的场面是感人的,都要热泪盈眶,迫不及待的冲出去呼吸外面新鲜的空气。
    11. 可好景不长,出去一段时间才发现,在里面待的时间太久,已经与社会脱节,出来后什么都干不了。
    12. 很多人会重操旧业:读博的有的会去申请博士后,坐牢的有的会继续违法犯罪……
    August 21

    Sex and Lucia / Lucia y El Sexo (2002)

     
    This movie is really impressive -- it is an intoxicating experience to watch the film. Honestly, I don't understand it well. I think that I failed to get some emotion or sentiment behind the story. Maybe I should see it again or I need the experience of such life style.
     
    Anyway, the sex in the movie is really agreeable and beaustiful, which is quite different from repressive sex/love in Asian movies. Spanish sitcom actress Paz Vega gives a radiant, sexy performance as the title character. And the director also suceeded to develop some static scene/post, which is very impressive.
    August 12

    La Belle (2000)

     
    可是,當女的成了男的生活「需要」時,女的仍然忘不了她跟前度男友間的愛。每當她接到的電話的時候,她都會突然的消失在男的生命中。直到她又沮喪的回來時,男的又繼續地為她「療傷」。這是如是,縱使男的愛著女,但總是不到她的愛……
    July 31

    The Alamo (2004) (D+)

     
    Anyway, this movie told something about the history of Texas.
     
    It is funny to see that Texas was pretty cheap. People can won Texas just by defeating a troopy made up of 2500 mexicans led by General Antonio Lopez de Santa Anna, ruler of Mexico and commander of its forces.
     
    By the way, in the movie, Billy Bob Thornton is really ugly.
    July 25

    The Dreamers (Level A )

    The Dreamers

     

    Starring:      Michael Pitt, Louis Garrel, Eva Green, Jean-Pierre Kalfon, Anna Chancellor

    Directed by:   Bernardo Bertolucci

    Release Date: February 6th, 2004 (LA/NY).
     
    When seeing the status of Zhedong Mao in front of a naked beauty, I thinked of the book <Wei Ren Min Fu Wu> written by Lianke Yan.
     
    The sexual promiscuity is more serious than the movie <Gloomy Sunday>. The movie shows the insanity that can lie within desire and within lust. The distorted love between siblings, lovers, daughter and father can also  be found in the movie.
     
    Theo and Mathew discussed Culture Revolution in China. They think it is a wonderful movie. Mao is the dirrector. Everyone of the crowd is an actor with a book, instead of a gun (no violence). So, some appreciating feeling is expressed in the movie. In fact, Culture Revolution is a terrible movie for every actor have the same script (book) in mind. Ardor always make people forget what they want, including what kind of love they need.
     
    Words:
    "We accept you, one of us!"
    In fact, the siblings just accept Mathew temporally. He is not really "ONE of US".
     
    -"I love you!"
    -"I love you too"
    In fact, I reallize that they are so different. "I love you too" or "What should do if I love you", are so far away from the final choice of love.
     
    Background:
    In the novel "The Holy Innocents"  by Gilbert Adair, there is some homosexual relationship between Theo and Mathew. Maybe it is helpful to make the story more reasonable, but that will make the whole movie too confusing to me.

    July 10

    百年孤寂

    百年孤寂



    歌手:王菲 专辑:只爱陌生人

    曲:c. y. kong adrian chan
    词:林夕
    编:c. y. kong

    心属於你的
    我借来寄托却变成我的心魔
    你属於谁的
    我刚好经过却带来潮起潮落
    都是因为一路上一路上
    大雨曾经滂沱证明你有来过
    可是当我闭上眼再睁开眼
    只看见沙漠哪里有甚麽骆驼
    背影是真的人是假的没甚麽执着
    一百年前你不是你我不是我
    悲哀是真的泪是假的本来没因果
    一百年後没有你也没有我
    风属於天的
    我借来吹吹却吹起人间烟火
    天属於谁的
    我借来欣赏却看到你的轮廓

     

    Comment:

    Moved by the two sentences.